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exctasy overdose :/ it's just really sad cause i knew this kid through high school and he was never into any of that until this year. like i had a class with him last year, just a normal kid. i hung out with him outside of school once and the whole deal is just tripping me out.

just found out a kid i graduated with a couple weeks ago died today. so fucked up.

sigh. ok.

why would korea nuke themselves? the continental US is unaffected in the picture which implies we were the ones doing it. i guess you could look at is as being the range of their missiles but that's not what i thought of when i saw it.

hahah i'm within tanning distance as well!

i was assuming it was something to do with a blast/fallout radius.

LOL lol i remember seeing a ton of those all together once and that was my favorite one. edit: nvm.. i guess he actually died. was a different name the first time hah.

one year to the hour since i got arrested i just realized stayed out of trouble for a whole year muahah.

the orange kills that s4 for me. obviously that stance is baller but it could look better imo.

my parents are not letting me take a car to school this year and i don't really want to anyway, eugene is small and flat and it's as easy a place to get around on a bike as i have seen. that's why my priorities are how they are. they have been telling me they were getting me a laptop for school since i was way younger and that money couldn't have been put toward the car. and longboarding kicks ass. i know it's not equal transportation to a car but it's insanely fun. what are you even talking about. anyway i'm leaving. but you guys think i like not having a car or something.. i've tried to justify it in so many ways but it can't happen right now.

$80 longboard deck. i already have one i've been using for 2 years, just swapping everything over. i gotta go fast still :P

i'm trying dude trust me. i don't want to see it go down like this either. i just don't want to be broke my first year in college. i could afford the swap but then if anything else happens with the car i'd be done and that's pretty much inevitable. even assuming i buy some tools and whatnot i would still have a hard time. i'm having family problems and honestly, at this point without some financial support from my parents it's not worth it to invest in fixing it right now. i'd rather wait a year or two and get something really nice that i won't have to keep dropping money into that i'm not going to have when i'm at school.

i wish.

so i ended up just getting the best 15 inch MBP when i was originally gonna get the cheap one and ordered my new longboard and waiting on some other stuff, i love waiting for the mail :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH i got work in the morning but i don't really care.

hahah how was that.

:lol: :lol:

:lol: yeah dude i have been in the same situation with the old layout. freaks you out for a second.

i'm waiting for the mail too :angry:

fair enough but it isn't like i am not still deciding what to do. i have not ruled out anything and i keep going back and forth every few days, fixing the car is still a possibility especially because of the fact that it is an investment. and is the ABS rebuild really that easy? i know you can do it for cheaper than what volvo says but i didn't look into it a whole lot. we will see, what are my options as far as finding an engine go?

don't have a PM from you? anyway, the other issue that isn't that big but it makes it even more expensive.. selling my pegs for a motor would mean i'd be back on the perfos. then i'd need new tires. it just is all adding up to too much.

^thanks if you weren't being sarcastic. i have more to say than i can about it really. i realize how much i fucked up and i'm just trying to do what i can to get out of the situation with as few losses as possible. in this situation it's probably going to be not having a car. i did not think i'd get so much shit for wanting to get into another volvo though. i can't really afford to do what needs to be done with mine and buying another would be too risky is basically the conclusion i have come to. it'd just be better having a few g's in the bank next year.

i understand where you're coming from. if i was in a normal situation it would be simpler but the fact i am moving out and a bunch of other factors are making this complicated. most likely i'm not going to get another car, i'm gonna sell this and keep the money. the money for the repair are not the issue, i just know it wasn't a completely solid platform to begin with and dropping my savings to be where i started is just too much. the turbo diesel wasn't a serious option, i just liked the fact it was a manual turbo with red interior. i'm not gonna rush into buying some shitty 240, i'm probably not getting anything at all. this whole ordeal has taken a lot out of me and most likely i'm just going to take whatever money i can get. i know that an old car is going to need work and so i am being hesitant. and i made a thread about my car in for sale to gauge interest but i am probably gonna put it on CL soon. i just don't REALLY need a car right now that bad as badly as i want one. it's a graduation present from my parents.. but obviously i realize that. i just cannot afford that on top of future repairs, especially when i'm still gonna be driving an automatic. i have been thinking about this a TON. i can see how you guys might think i'm being sloppy about it with all the CL links and shit but i'm putting a lot of thought into it before i do anything.

so i think i am going to get the 15 inch macbook pro. i don't really even need it but it's $200 more than the 13 inch macbook and it has a faster processor and stuff. probably going to get it in the next couple of days.

edit: nvm